25 December 2012

The Far West By Patricia Wrede was my favorite sequel




The Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss was my favorite Debut Book (even though this isn't the year it debuted, it was the one he debuted with) and Also My Guilty Pleasures Book because it was hard to put it down or stop thinking about it.


24 December 2012

Best Book of the Year: Eon: Dragoneye Reborn by Alison Goodman


















Most Unexpectedly Delightful Book of the Year: The Ordinary Princess by M M Kaye




Book I Can't Get Out of My Mind: unsure

Best "New to Me" YA Author: Alison Goodman


28 October 2012

New Experiences

I kept meaning to write this at the beginning of the month when it happened.

I find in life and marriage we can have new experiences that we would never have chosen for ourselves. This is one of mine. (Sorry it's a little picture heavy)















Albuquerque's 41st Balloon Fiesta

05 September 2012

The Gift to Move On

I have spent the past month pouring over the book, A Man on the Moon by Andrew Chaikin. Anyone who knows me really well knows I'm space crazy and if I were to be given the opportunity today to go to space, let alone the moon, I would do so in an instant. And everything and everyone would have to take a backseat for awhile until the adventure was over.


But honestly, I didn't choose to become an astronaut. One because I actually like going to church on Sundays and Heavenly Father and my family are also huge priorities for me, and realistically the life of an astronaut is not conducive to Sundays or family. And the decision to not pursue it only became easier for me since I'm not the best at math and science.

I have not regretted my decision to walk a different path. I have had so many wonderful experiences. So, getting back to the book covering the Apollo missions, In the epilogue, Astronaut Pete Conrad tells of the experiences when people are mad that he doesn't let his past experiences change him. He even goes on to say, he doesn't go out of his way to look at the moon.

I think that is a very telling statement about human nature. He did it when it was right for him to do it and now there is no reason to keep dwelling on it. How many of us can say that we continue to push forward from our experiences and collect new ones? How many of us continue to live in the past? Which makes us happier and better people? 




11 August 2012

Update

Update on how I'm doing and how my year goals are doing:

I'm now an active assistant manager, just moved into a new place with my husband, and am spending time packing and cleaning. I've discovered how much I hate packing, though the unpacking doesn't bother me very much.

I have not sat down and done any major writing, which does not bode well for my goal of finishing a first draft by the end of the year. I'm hoping once D goes back to school that I will be able to stabilize a routine better. I'm just enjoying all the extra time I get to have with him now that I don't have school anymore.

I have not developed a work out schedule to actively stay in shape either.

I have one to the Kansas City Temple after it was dedicated so that accomplished that goal. I was hoping to get a second temple this year, but plans didn't work out that way.


And I did graduate. So two goals have been done, two more left to do.

21 May 2012

What is Love?

I began thinking about what type of love I've been expecting/hoping for and then I remembered someone else explained it better than I can.

When my favorite author released the last book it my favorite series, I was super excited. Alanna and Jon had ended in a fight that separated them. Wanting to get to the part where they made up quickly, I skipped to the end and read that Alanna ended up with George (the other guy that liked her). It took me awhile to come to terms with this decision (I know that they are only book characters, but I like my characters to make rational decisions). Then I found this explanation from the author:

"Why did you make Alanna pick George and not Jonathan? In the original manuscript (the quartet started out as a single adult novel), Alanna did marry Jon. The problem was that the whole final third of the book then felt awkward and so not-right. When I broke it up into four books for kids, I realized the problem. Alanna did not want to marry Jon. If I wasn't going to let her have her way, she was going to make the writing a misery. You may have noticed that with Alanna, you do things her way or not at all.

She did not want to be Queen; she did not want to have to be nice to people she didn't like. She also understood that sooner or later she would embarrass Jon, or that he would want her to start acting like a proper queen and stop doing the things she loved.

George has always valued her for who she is. He doesn't want to change her; she doesn't want to change him. He takes pride in who and what she is, just as she takes pride in what he does. It's hard to describe a relationship like theirs to people, because most of us were raised to think love is fire, passion, and prolonged bouts of giddiness and strained emotions. The quieter kind of love looks kinda boring on the surface, even cool-hearted. Nobody wants that at first. Some people never learn how wonderful it is to be friends with a lover or spouse, to know that here is someone you can be yourself around, and they will love you anyway, sometimes not in spite of your worse characteristics, but because of them. That kind of lover will stay with you through thick and thin, will make you feel valued always, and will make any disastrous occasion seem less so because you are with that person.

That's the best explaining I can do. I don't know if readers will ever agree with me, but at least now you know why things turned out as they did. Alanna wanted her friend; she wanted the man who made her laugh and took delight in the very unfeminine things she did. Her king she can love and respect--most of the time, anyway. But she goes home to the guy with the sweet smile."


Reading this is when I realized that I also wanted to be married to a friend. Someone who I can be comfortable and can accept me for me and not try to turn me into something else. Someone who will be there with me for the duration. Yes, I am a hopeless romantic like the majority of people, but I also want something more concrete in the relationship.

13 May 2012

And Now What

Finals are turned in. I'm pretty sure I passed everything, which means that I do get to graduate. So, I now get to look forward and decide what I now want to do. Well, first off I have some goals for the year that need more attention. Starting tomorrow I am going to be setting aside writing time each day (except Sundays) and write to finish a book. I'm not sure how long I'm going to do yet, but I think I'll focus first on actually writing something. And then I'll adjust from there. 


Another goal is to exercise regularly, and I'll also be focusing on that more starting tomorrow. 


Hopefully, sometime this next week I will be able to go to the newly dedicated KC Temple, giving me (I think) my 37th temple. My goal is to visit them all. Later this summer I will be visiting Monticello, so that will be cool to get two new temples this year. And a tentative travel plan is for next March to go to Tokyo. 


While I'm deciding all this, I am happy to say that I will have continuous employment. It isn't in my major field, but it's an opportunity to work on leadership skills, and the boost in income will be a nice saver cushion to have. 


So life marches on and somehow I'll survive not having "classes" to attend and learn from. Now I'll find out how good my self study skills are.

20 April 2012

Furthering a Friendly Discussion

I strongly disliked the book, The Hunger Games. I'm sorry. It's true. I found Katniss too whiny, and whiny in a way that doesn't fit with the social set up in the book. Talking with my friend, Anne, I found that other people don't see a problem with how Katniss acts. To them it is logical, and Anne can back that up with solid examples and reasons. Well, darn.

The truth of the matter is, we (the readers) bring to the book a special element: Ourselves. We each have our own unique views of the world, our own logical form of thinking, and our own reactions to situations. Based on these is how we will view the characters in a book. I hate whiny people, so perhaps I'm not as forgiving or willing to listen when book characters whine, unless the whole book world is really against them. Perhaps certain books just don't work for me the way they do other people. Another case in point would be the second book in the twilight series. Once Bella went catatonic, I just couldn't relate to her. I have never done that over a guy, so I have no connection to a character who does. Yet, many people love Bella. 

To sum this up quite simply, to each their own. We all are unique individuals. We're supposed to be. And we all have our different takes on books.

25 March 2012

Onward and Forward

I love children's books. Especially the nonfiction books. They make a brief overview easy, since they get straight to the point. I'm doing a little research as I am starting the first revision of The Maker.

And Spring is finally here. YAY! I wore a new green dress that my mother had given me in honour of how I was feeling. But since it is so warm already, I've guessing we're going to be having a HOT summer ahead, which means, I will become brown like an Indian because I'll be in the pool most of the chances I get.

I'm looking forward to finally graduating and being done with school. I'm looking forward to redoing my schedule so I can plan for daily exercise and writing, which I don't do now. I exercise maybe once or twice a week, which is once or twice a week more than I was last year. And if I write, it's only on Sundays.

Which brings up an interesting thing. I'm against working on Sunday. But I don't feel like writing is working. Perhaps because I haven't sold anything to be published yet. And I tend to get story ideas while sitting in church. Strange, huh?

18 March 2012

If anything will stop me...

Right now is the last Spring Break I will ever have. That's right. Ever! Because (at least at this point in time) I have no desire to go further than my BA. That said, a break is great. I get to destressify, and relax, and realize how much like my mother I am.


I'm bored. I've been watching movies, reading books, reading blogs, doing my own personal writing. I worked most of the weekend. And my mind is not engaged and active. That is something to say for school. I am always thinking and planning my time and doing something that needs to be done by a certain date. So, this will be an interesting week for me without the pressured deadlines from school affecting my time. And I'm sure I'll survive the week.


What I'm really wondering is, how will I survive a full time writing career afterwards? I look forward to how the future will play out.

11 March 2012

Things That Inspires

Today, I was sitting in church listening to the speakers, trying not to fall asleep (it happens when you work nights) and the last speaker began to sing, Be Still My Soul. (The link is not the man who was singing in church; just the hymn in case you're not familiar to it.) Tears immediately came to my eyes. I was touched. That's how music works for me, especially when I've been praying about something, Heavenly Father likes to give me answers through music. 


Also, lately I've been struck by some of the buildings on my college campus.

Watson Library. It is just a beautiful building, even though the lighting in this photo doesn't do it justice.

Snow and Strong Halls at Magic Hour.

This octagon looking feature is actually the outside of the Natural History museum's atrium. I like it because it reminds me of how the entrance to the castle in Fiala's story is an octagon.

The back of the Natural History Museum. Reminds me of castles sticking up above the trees in other pictures that I've seen.

With each of these pictures I was just walking along, saw the picture and felt "inspired" to take them. What has been inspiring you lately?

26 February 2012

I like to write

I get lots of hope and inspiration from other writers. It's one reason I'm trying this blog thing. 


I really like Kristin Cashore's comments about deciding what to and not to share.


Also, I've been enjoying Caroline Tung Richmond's comments about what to do "after the call". Even though I'm no where close to looking for an agent. 


I finally finished typing up my bare bones of one story to send to some friends to look over and have begun to work on putting it in better story form. I've also been adding to the bare bones of another story that I'm doing. I've discovered that this is the best way for me to approach things. Write about what happens in segments, then write about it as if I am there. Space and intimacy. I guess it's bringing me one step closer to becoming better.


Also, I've been writing more because I've been attempting to study more. When I read non-fiction, I write fiction. When I read fiction, I write non-fiction. So, with papers coming up for classes I'll be adding more fiction into my reading line. 

08 February 2012

Exploding Heads and Story Ideas

I consider myself a writer even if I am not actually published. Or have finished writing something. I get excited when I come up and begin ideas. I get excited when I read author blogs. I get excited when I read. Yes, even when I read text books. For some reason, I write better fantasy when I am reading non-fiction. Since, my head feels like it is about to explode I thought that I would quickly post about some of my story ideas.


McKenna's Story - this one has no title. It is based around the younger identical twin, who becomes a spaceship mechanic even though she comes from money. It's a balancing act between society and what one loves to do. ... hey that's a pretty good description for something I came up with when I was sixteen.


Airis - a story about six characters who end up being the destined rulers to reunite a country. I am hoping to somehow weave the stories of the six around each other, but  am right now primarily following Fiala.


Scarlet -something a little more in the fantasy with fairies and bandits and Irish accents. Well, at least the accents are in my head.


The Maker -first of at least a trilogy following Lindsey Creadith as she discovers more about the power she has inherited.


The Rebirth Chronicles - a series of twelve books, where the main character is being reborn through time and space leading to different adventures and sometimes running into reincarnations of different people.


Genesis Story -a retelling of the Adam and Eve story with a sci-fi twist.


and these are all the stories I can remember at the moment. I move from one to the other right now to keep from getting bored. Also because I don't have the time to concentrate on just one, since I want to graduate first. But right now one of the Rebirth Chronicle stories and The Maker are the furthest along.

06 February 2012

Where Does The Time Go

I've been wanting to post every Sunday, the day when I have the most time and have had the most sleep. But what I've been wanting to post isn't finished being written yet. And that's because of being busy. Yes, I know we all say we are busy, but when you're basically working a full time job and are a full time Film student, as well as trying to balance doing fun life things and seeing friends and family, well, busy is the correct term for it.


This past weekend I went with my friend (code name: Little Cub), to two free on campus museums. One was an art museum, which I enjoyed, but he didn't care for as much. The other was a natural history museum, which we both liked very much. I had forgotten how much fun museums are. Now, I just need to finish visiting the free museums in Lawrence. Then I'll move on to getting all the free ones in KC. And just expand outwards from there.


Oh, another thing I am excited for, now that I'm also delving into the world of gaming (not very often though, since I'm busy with everything else) is, the new Firefly Online Universe. It already looks pretty cool.

22 January 2012

Do You Know A Storyteller?

I must have been about ten when my extremely shy father decided to broaden his horizons. It started with his company "suggesting" that he should attend a Toastmaster's group to work on public speaking skills. He began to give speeches and found that he liked talking in front of people. One day, he saw an ad in the newspaper for a storytelling group meeting. He realized that the meeting would take place near where we lived and he decided to go check it out. According to him, when he got home, Blue Eyes and I were less than polite when we demanded to know where he had gone to on a Saturday afternoon.

As he continued to tell stories, he began to contact his daughters teachers. Blue was excited to have him come and tell to her elementary classes. I, however, had entered middle school and as all teenagers, wanted him to leave my teachers alone. So, instead of coming right out and asking him if he could come in and tell stories (for free), he would appear at the parent/teacher conferences, wearing a hat and shirt, and sometimes a coat, saying "STORYTELLING" or something close to it. This always prompted a reaction from my teachers causing them to ask about his clothing, allowing him a plug. I was less than thrilled, and started haunting these meetings to keep him from getting a chance to publicly embarrass me. After leaving high school, his storytelling antics became less embarrassing.

My parents have always been great believers in education and reading. At a young age I was allowed books with actual pages, because I was already hooked and knew better than to try to eat or rip the pages. I am now interested in film, which is another form of storytelling. And my father finally convinced me to come and film one of the festivals he attends each year. The Chicken Festival. 

It was actually a lot of fun. I like hearing stories, yes, even when my father tells them, though I prefer him not to tell stories about me to other people, while I'm in front of him (A concept he never has quite understood). Attending this conference/festival I began to think.

In the illiterate parts of the world, the tradition of storytellers has always been a bigger deal. They were the memory keepers, for a collective. They also brought the news of the world to their communities. When we say "I see" to show we understand something, they would say "I hear". It wasn't very long ago when most people couldn't read and so no written records were kept. Now their are whole collections of stories, folktales, fairy tales, epics, etc that have been recorded and the tradition of sharing these orally has diminished. This is disheartening because, storytellers are also entertainers. They could/can take stories and shape them to be meaningful to their audience, whereas a book, or a movie becomes dated over time and they changes of customs and fads. 

We need our storytellers. We need stories in our lives. I think I'll go back to the Chicken Festival next year.

01 January 2012

New Year Resolutions

I don't normally do this. One, I prefer easily obtained goals that can happen in a week and not a year. Two, I don't like the term goal or resolution. It just doesn't seem to fit me. So, without further protesting:

1. Graduate with a degree
2. Write a book
3. Visit a new temple

4. ...develop a habit of working out regularly... I'm getting old. I need this habit.